Christmas is coming and im dreaming of a white one..we better get some snow this year! I need money to buy people presents and I realllly hope I get some cause I like buying people presents as much as or more then I like gettin em, speaking of which, this is my christmas list, not sure if I should send it to santa or not
Snow
My GF to be happy
World peace (yeah so what if it wont happen)
CDs and money (I cant be completley selfless)

Anyway I hope your all having a great November and Happy birthday to my buddy Josune!

PS I know my profile says im gloomy but im really not, I just think that guy chillin in the rain is sooo cool so I gotta keep em around. For the record at the moment im stressed but still happy.

Been a long time since I wrote one of these journal things....Anyway now that im writing again ive decided to come back to this site. I hope some of you still remember me.
Anyway ill reintroduce myself. My name is Max Knowlan im 15 years old, write angsty poetry and am a total nerd. I shall be posting some writing, hope it gets read by some and I look forward to viewing all the art of people I used to watch (and still do).
Good to be back
Max

PS 1000 new messages...I dont think im gonna get around to reading them, im sure they were all fantastic though.

Check out what I got in an email

Ladies and gentlemen, and fellow poets . . . It's now time to declare the winner of the largest cash prize ever awarded to an amateur poet . . . Our Poet of the Year for 2005 . . . and Grand Prize winner of $20,000 is . . .

Max Knowlan!

HAHAHA such bullshit, I love scams.

Anyway lifes goin ok, stuff has happend then other stuff happend....I think I still like Hobag *sigh* and I havent been to therapy in quite a while
Ill try to write some poetry about blood or snow or somethin sometime soon

Old habbits are hard to break, and knifes are pointy.

Wave of babies....

Merry Christmas everyone! (And dont bother telling me Christmas is over cause I dont care)
The day went ok
Felt like shit in the morning (like stab self shit)
Then my moms ex came over which was great cause I hadnt seen her in a while.
Then grandparents came over and we opend presents (besides world peace, happy friends and a signifigant other I got everything I could have possibly wanted) then we ate and I still feel full and sleepy from the turkey.
So how did your christmases go? So far only one person has had bad things to say (and Holden will probably bitch when he returns home)
Oh and happy boxing day.


By the time you finished reading this sentence, 3 million chinese people will have been born.
Freaky eh?

Rejoice for school is over and I dont have to go anywhere on Monday (Cept some stupid therapy apointment but thats not till 5:00)
Had a band concert last Wensday I played ok I suppose, and my old band teacher Mr.Guy thought I was a girl (hooray for long hair)
Also love sucks and I need to break my writers block (and yes those do have something to do with each other)
Also my good buddy Hobag is pissed at me and he wont tell me why.