max.... the voices will never go away i wont lett them and man next time u feel this way come talk to one of us 1st plz? i mean i swear i hardly knew issac and i felt like complet shit and yopur my best friend i dont know if i could handle losing you and i dont think alot of ppl could i mean id go crazy joe and matt would just b fucked like every one would b so upset n im not just syaing dont do it b/c ill feel like shit but i mean this is what alot of ppl go through in their teens man and you just gota fight it like remember how i was b4 n how i was sooo close but i was stupid enough to have 4gotten the shit at home and well from that night i told my self im going to fight it and well thigns turned out for the best its all in your head if u just block that shit out it wont affect you anymore i know its hard but u have to try i know u want care about anything i say or try n get u to do but i mean man dont put yourself through this its not good like i said tons of teens go through this but in the end most of it turns out 4 the best maybe not everything but mosst if it u know a song that helped me was well "in the end" ya that sounds kinda wrong but i didnt listen to it as like in the end as if like once im dead it doesent even matter i listend to it as like in the end after w/e has happendd w/e its behind me now its doesent even matter no more and even if its there 4 a while i got over it and i think u need to to ucant put your self thorugh this no more and ya im saying a bunch of the same shit over but =/ and like i dont know just next time come talk to one of us plz? or at least some on you might think who can help you im not saying id b the best person to talk to or anything but i mean i dont know get all this shit out of u somehow by trying to talk to some one or doing sum kinda crazy activity that does not involve hurting your self or making you or anyone els feel bad i dont know just try sumthing id say try your hardest jsut to block everything out or like when u feel sad or something act happy soon enough u will b acting happy then u 4get that your sad n happy just stays or something i dont know what im syaing just me and my crazy mind saying shit but i dunno try something plz and plz max for yourself and everyone who loves you plz dont do anything stupid like you said b4 man your my brother and if your mine then means im yours and ic ant lose a brother and i dont think you want to lose one 2

Thats a very long and well put message......Thanks for the kind words buddy.

it was wired... when i was writting the last part i started to cry

Soo deep

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"i feel like that ketchup comercial with the anticipation song"
four hours later "my brain feels like scrambled eggs"
"heh scrambled eggs and ketchup"

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Awwwww *tear*

"i scraped up my face
bounced my cheek on the floor
cause anything worth doing
is worth getting hurt for
i've made no mistakes
i'm never learning from that
i got no regrets
i wanna do it again
do it A -G- A- I- N"
- Your friends, The Faint

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~coira + ~god-of-insects



Because this 10 foot tall emote is asking to be abused.

huh?

... huh what? I thought they were pretty straight out on there points on that one.

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~coira + ~god-of-insects



Because this 10 foot tall emote is asking to be abused.

mad props yo